18!!!

Today I turned 18!! Wow, I can't believe I am finally saying that. Things have been crazy the past year, and I am thankful to be alive. People need to know that Suicide is not an option. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I know, that if you guys have watched my Bullying video on YouTube, than you know that I have struggled with that option. This birthday however feel rather weird, but what birthday doesn't. I don't think I have ever met a person on their birthday who feels the age they had just turned, but its not that.. I just feel like some people have put up a wall against me and They can't see or hear me when I talk.. I know I have made a lot of mistakes over the past year.. but that's why you turn another age, to grow, to learn, to blossom. You have to learn to forgive people, no matter what the crime. Isn't that what Jesus did? I hope one day things can be the same, and I can not only be happy, but love myself again.